i hate computers

so im pissed bc i did just a short little blog post but i liked it after i read it and now its like gone! i hate figuring out new things!!! i need someone to show me and then i can do it!!! or i guess i could google it which i do with everything! im not so sure about this blog bc i know i will filter myself and not come up with the right words and I dont know if this is helping me with my grief or hurting me............